Archive for June, 2009

Jun
21

My God

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My God

Is strong, unwavering, steady,

Not found off-guard by the rhythms of my heart

Knowing they will lead me to Him

Even if they don’t seem to

 

My God

Is faithful, committed, stable,

Not afraid of my journey

For He has already been in my future

Even though I can’t see it

 

My God

Is courageous, unmovable, steadfast,

Not one to run from me

For He knows my heart

Even when it seems dark

 

My God

Is truth, uncompromised, existing

Not defined by my humanness

For His very being created me

Unafraid to be identified as mine

 

My God

Always here, present, quietly

Refusing to be offended

For he understands my process

Will lead me to His feet

 

My God

Comfortable with redemption

Wearing it with his own skin

Longs for me to wear it as

My everyday clothing

 

My God

Never forgetting His own pain

That frees me from mine

Acquainted with grief and full of sorrows

A seeming contradiction

Of abundant life

 

My God

Mysterious, beyond understanding,

And yet I taste, and see, and feel, and hear, and touch

Him

As I touch others

 

And He touches me

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Jun
09

Stock the Pond

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As I think about the many ways my life has changed in the last year, one of the most unexpected things is the way that I am learning to enjoy life in the everyday moments. 

As I spent time with a friend yesterday, we paused again and again to look at the day’s sunset. We stopped the CD that was playing to talk about the words. We breathed in the experiences of the moment. 

My friend commented that she had heard someone refer to this kind of life as having your pond stocked, a process that fills your pond with living, breathing fish, so that it teems with life. 

And truly that was how I felt. At that moment, my pond was stocked. I was full. 

Even today, as I have begun reading a book by Barbara Brown Taylor entitled “Leaving Church” and she gives voice to her life’s experiences, her thoughts led me to stop, breathe, ponder, and enjoy the moment. I didn’t feel it necessary to read the next chapter. I wanted to soak in the expressions of her heart.

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Jun
07

Hide or Seek

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 Hide and Seek

10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1… 

Ready or not – Here I come! 

The object of the old childhood game is to hide well enough that no one will find you. If no one finds you, you win.

I think that is a pretty good picture of how we often live.  We look for the best hiding places; places to hide our true heart, our emotions, our giftings, our anger, our thoughts.  We try to hide so well that no one will see us. And then, if no one finds us, we declare that we have won!

Yet when we choose to hide our true self in our relationships, instead of winning, we actually lose. We lose the opportunity to be truly known and loved for who we really are. 

We hide our faces, our hearts, our fears, and our failures from each other. We then declare that we have won. Oh, not verbally, but deeply within our hearts. It is too risky to allow someone else to see our most intimate thoughts and feelings. We even convince ourselves that we can hide from God. And the paradox of it all is that in the hiding of our hearts, we effectively prevent ourselves from receiving the love of God and the love of others. 

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