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Jan
20

Is God Shouting to You?

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 "Pain insists upon being attended to. God whispers to us in our pleasures, speaks in our consciences, but shouts in our pains. It is his megaphone to rouse a deaf world."

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Nov
25

A Loud Protest

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Have you ever heard the old saying, “Me thinks thou doth protest too loudly”?

It’s from Hamlet….

I guess it kinda means this: If you protest too loudly about an issue, it indicates that there is something unseen inside you that you are covering up or perhaps haven’t been truthful about.

I mused on that thought this morning.  Last night I was having a discussion with my husband, Eddie, about a situation that is driving me nuts!  The details of the situation are mundane, at best.  Just not a big deal.  Who cares anyway?  But I knew that the reaction within me was saying, “There is a big deal within you.  There is a reason this bothers you so much.”  So I asked Eddie to give his opinion.  He had told me this weekend that I was psychobabbling him so I used his terminology and said, “I give you permission to psychobabble me.”  Well, perhaps I didn’t totally agree with his assessment but it was a profitable dialogue.

I would love to share the details of the situation so that you could be amused at how insignificant it seems, but the details would identify the guilty – I can’t even tell the story and change the names to protect the innocent as the old television show Dragnet’s opening narration would say: “Ladies and gentlemen: the story you are about to hear is true. Only the names have been changed to protect the innocent.”

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Nov
18

When God Doesn’t Rescue

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Ever wondered why God would refuse to rescue you when you are going through the most difficult time of your life?

A few months ago, I found myself in the worst storm of my life.  The waters raged all around me.  They filled my boat.  The wind blew violently. The boat of my life creaked and groaned and at times, barely stayed afloat during the storm. The wind and water were thunderously loud. I could hear no voice above the noise. Many days, I was unable to even call Jesus’ name to ask for rescue. I felt so abandoned by God that I couldn’t even read my Bible because it felt so painful to look into the Word I had lived by, my most precious manna, and feel it had failed me.  I couldn’t listen to the music of worship because it reminded me of the intimacy I had once felt with God and other people I cared for. Prayer seemed impossible because I felt I no longer knew how – the ways I had prayed before must have been wrong or inadequate.  And many days, I felt so betrayed by God Himself that I was unsure whether or not He was a reality.

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Nov
17

Try to Remember

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Memories.  Latent within them is the power to reawaken feelings of joy or feelings of great sadness. Memories are not sterile.  They are linked to us in inextricable ways.  They, at times, have a life of their own.  Sometimes accurate and sometimes skewed by our desires or traumas or just our limited humanness.

My trip down Memory Lane began early today as I enjoyed what is my favorite part of each day. There is something about rising early while the sun is just peeping up over the horizon that I love.  I feel the potential of the day.  Birds are beginning to sing.  The world is awakening with hope that the day will bring love and beauty and kindness. 

Being raised on a farm, early rising was part of my existence.  My dad would walk down the hall toward my bedroom and call out, “Let’s go get ‘em.”  He’d rub his hands together as if to say, “It’s going to be a good day.”  His voice spoke excitement and his love of teasing and aggravating me.  Now “Let’s go get ‘em” usually meant it was time to head to the chicken house to gather eggs (the commercial kind of chicken house with thousands of chickens). I hated that work with a passion.  It was nasty, smelly, and completely unpleasant. Many times I vowed I’d never, ever have chicken houses when I grew up – a vow which I’ve kept and one which helped inspire me to go to college!   My dad would then give me a little kind shake while I lay under my covers and say, “Rise and shine.” Rising early was non-optional on the farm.  The animals rose early and so must we. So I guess the early rising became a part of my inner code.

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Nov
15

Work in Progress

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 The following was written by a friend of mine, Kathy Norman, and I wanted to share it with you all.

You really want to take my shame?

Take my fears?

Salty ocean of my tears?

Then take them all.

Take the ashes of burnt dreams

Ceilings bowed from weakened beams

Stony walls built so high

Mortar hardened over time

Take the fragrance that was cost

When my innocence was lost

You really want what’s in my heart?

Take the failures, losses, gains

Until nothing else remains

Please forgive that I forgot

What a messed up

Place You bought

The light is on

The door’s unlocked

Make Yourself a Home.

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