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Jan
21

The Inward, Outward, and Upward Journey

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Yesterday I shared with you about how fasting ups our awareness. Today I want to take that a step further.

Life is an inward, outward, and upward journey. Fasting touches all three of those areas.

The inward journey is the one in which we allow God to go inside our hearts and show us what is not pure. He also gives us revelation as to why certain issues are a struggle for us. Maybe he reveals an issue we have with rejection and then takes us even deeper to look at a significant life relationship that this struggle stems from.

In our outward journey, fasting causes us to see others with new eyes. Isaiah 58 is clear about the fact that our fasting ought to result in tangible care for others, whether that care be helping someone with groceries, encouraging someone, ministering to the about Christ’s love, or fixing their car.

The upward journey is the one in which we are taken deeper into the experiential knowledge of the love of God.

I pointed out yesterday that we are triune beings; our body, soul, and spirit are all interconnected and affect one another. In the same way, these three journeys are interconnected and affect one another.

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Jan
01

Good Morning 2010

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2009 is gone, and I have awakened unto 2010. I stop this morning to reflect on 2009 and look forward to 2010. As a matter of accountability, I’ve already looked back at the goals I set for 2009 to see how I did in regard to them. I am pleased. 2009 was a year of continued change for me. Certainly I didn’t score 100% but in my blog, Welcoming 2009, I notice that I gave myself permission to resolve to resolve imperfectly! So I did not fail. 

Dec
10

Me, My Yorkie, and God

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Seven years ago, my daughter, Kara Beth, who was sixteen at the time asked for a Labrador Retriever for Christmas.  Her dad quickly reminded her that we lived in the church parsonage which was right by the church parking lot and that we just couldn’t have a Labrador Retriever.

Kara Beth was so disappointed, but she moved to plan B. “Can I have a Yorkie instead?”  A house dog. Umm. Now my husband and I didn’t really want a house dog, but Eddie agreed to check out Yorkies and see. His research led him to tell our daughter that she could indeed have a Yorkie because they didn’t shed, etc.  But then he found out how much they cost. Ouch.

“Kara Beth, we can’t give you a Yorkie for Christmas. They can cost from $400-$800 each and we can’t spend that much for each of you (we have four children),” her dad told her. Once again, she was heartbroken so she sadly put the dagger through Eddie’s heart and asked if she could have some blue jeans. Quite a drop of expectation level  from a dog to a pair of jeans.

Only a few days later, a woman I had not previously met approached me at our church service, introduced herself, and told me that she believed God had told her to give us one of her Yorkie pups from the litter of her registered Yorkie, if we would like to accept it. I remember thinking that I hoped Eddie was serious when he told her Kara Beth that she could have a Yorkie because it appeared that God was giving her one. I thought of how my daughter had been on a seventy day fast from her lunches, spending her school lunch hour praying instead of eating.  It seemed that God was about to give her the desire of her heart.

You should have seen Kara Beth’s face when she heard the news. Tears in her eyes. She was speechless, a condition not common for our daughter. My new acquaintance, Cathleen, made arrangements for Kara Beth to pick her pup out of the litter and explained how long it would be before the pups could leave their mom. My daughter picked the runt of the bunch because he was the spunkiest.  And so we became the owners of Gabriel whom we affectionately call Gabby. Or maybe I should say that Gabby became the owners of a new family of six.

And so we began the journey of life with Gabby. Since that time Gabby became my dog when my daughter left home for college.

I was reflecting on life with Gabby this morning as he slept in my lap so I thought I would write a bullet list of lessons I’ve learned about life and God from my dog.

·         Gabby is completely dependent upon me and my family. We have to feed him, give him water, bathe him, and clean up his messes.

·         He dances around and around every day begging for food.

·         If his belly is full, nothing makes him happier than to lie in my lap and sleep, close enough to me to feel my heartbeat.

·         He loves to have his belly rubbed and thinks we enjoy it as much as he does.

·         He will sit on command for a treat, but he would prefer not to have to mind anyone.

·         He is sad when we leave home, and ecstatic when we return.  When we return home after having been gone, if even for a few minutes, he dances and smiles (really, he shows his teeth), and begs to be held and acts as if we’d been gone for days.

·         He often begs for things he does not need, some of which upset his tummy, and believe me, you do not want your inside doggie to have an upset tummy.

·         Occasionally he gets fleas which causes him to scratch and makes his skin break out, wakes him up at night, etc. We have to kill the fleas for him giving him a pill which goes into his blood and kills the fleas when they bite.

·         He doesn’t always behave perfectly.

·         Overall, he just makes for a lot of extra work for me.

·         Overall, he provides a lot of extra love for me.

This morning I was thinking about how much my relationship with Gabby is like God’s relationship with me.

·         I am completely dependent upon God. He provides for me, refreshes me, cleanses me, and cleans up my messes.

·         I dance around and beg him for my basic needs which he fully intended to provide for me anyway. He is just aware of the importance of the timing.

·         When my basic needs are met, I can rest in Him, as if I were lying in his lap, close enough to hear his heartbeat.

·         I love his affection and believe (most of the time) he enjoys loving me as much as I enjoy receiving his love.

·         I try to obey him, but often would prefer to do my own thing.

·         He is sad when I leave him, if even for a few moments, but ecstatic when I return.

·         I often beg him for things I do not need, some of which would be harmful to me and create more messes for him to clean up.

·         Occasionally, I get the equivalent of spiritual fleas which make me uncomfortable and drive me nuts even though the fleas think I am the perfect host. God is the only one who can kill them. Oh, I might scratch one or two off, but God has to do something inside my blood to change me so they can’t live on me anymore.

·         I don’t always behave perfectly.

·         I am a lot of extra work for God.

·         He really loves me anyway.

 

 

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Nov
26

How Can I Thank God in Tough Times?

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 What is thanksgiving?

Today is Thanksgiving Day in America. A day when many families get together and celebrate a holiday. A day of food, fellowship, football games on television, and a day of searching the web and the newspaper to discover what will be on the best sale on the day after Thanksgiving.

And as I pause today to thank God for his blessings and others for their love and kindness, I wonder if I can define “thanksgiving”. 

Does giving thanks mean that we deny any difficulties which might be in our lives at the present time? Does it mean that we are thankful even for the very difficulties themselves?

Well, Christians throughout the ages have wrestled with those questions.

You see, it is easy to be thankful when life is good, things are pleasant, you are at peace in all your relationships, your relatives are doing well, your church is growing, there is money in your bank account, and your body is healthy. But we know life does not always give us that Polaroid moment.  So how do we give thanks, in truth and without religious frameworks which deny the reality of our lives, in those tough times?

Paul was an apostle during New Testament times, and he wrote to the church at Thessalonica and talked about thanksgiving, saying…

Rejoice always, pray without ceasing, in everything give thanks; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you.   1 Thessalonians 5:16-18

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Oct
24

Thoughts to Ponder

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I often read Wes Roberts’ blog (the link is on this page on Favorite Sites.) I enjoy his thoughts, and he is always digging for treasures to share with others to encourage us all in our walks with God. I found these two posts there today and thought  they might provoke some good thinking for you as they did for me.


The Real Work
It may be that when we no longer know what to do
we have come to our real work,
and that when we no longer know which way to go
we have come to our real journey.
The mind that is not baffled is not employed.
The impeded stream is the one that sings.
-Wendell Berry

 Afraid of Being Hurt…….

We may need most to pity persons who have had no problems too big for themselves.  Such persons have no remembrance of pain and loss and a crying in the night which will let them hear this in the life of another. Perhaps of all people they are the most lost—lost to self and to a world acquainted with grief.

Somehow we keep our lives so well hidden from one another that we do not guess that we are not alone.  Distrust is among our subtle illnesses.  We were given hearts for "reciprocal trust," but fear has built high walls.  We are afraid of being hurt, and when we talk, we make ourselves vulnerable.  What we say can be used against us or betray our loyalty to another, and so we add isolation to our own burden and the burden of others. ...

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